grades..oh my grades..

Wednesday. February 11,2015.

The day we received our checked midterm exam booklets.

And tada... I got the second to the lowest score of those who failed. Imagine my broken heart  </3. huhuhuhu.. And here I thought I did good in the exam. Why oh why did I not study more instead of just reading codal provisions and relying on a reviewer for our Sales exam :(  I should have reread the book and the assigned cases .harharhar. why oh why oh why. harharhar..

I then went to the mall after class, ate until I cannot take it anymore (hehehe exage here, it was just siomai and porchop rice toppings at Mandarin Tea Garden), supposed to pay my phone bills (which did not happen because they refused it since it was already past their cut-off time), bought some laptop notebook cooling pad and mouse, and then back to the boarding house for some R&R.

However, that rest and relaxation did not happen because of some pesky cockroach that I just couldn't find and which still remained alive even after spraying Baygon. You see, I am sort of afraid of this insect. Just the thought of one creeping along my skin while sleeping gives me the creeps. >_<  eeeeeh

Anyway, lack of sleep and all, my conscious self  continue to uplift my spirit. And so, although it is very disheartening that I felt like giving up and just dropped the subject (as many have done), I said these to my-cannot-sleep-self:

• at least I'm not the lowest
• and although it is the second lowest, still, only one passed
• and even if my closest friends have higher grades than me, we all still failed & they just have higher failing marks than me *evil laugh*
• and there is still hope with the final exam, oral recitation & hopefully a make-up quiz
• lastly and most importantly, there is God. I know He has plans for me :) I just have to constantly believe in Him 

hehehe..So I'm just gonna keep on fighting. And maybe, 4 years from now, hopefully, I'll have that "ATTY" attached to my name (^_^)
*fingers crossed*